Thoughts.

My thoughts as of late:
One of my best friends is moving back from Texas. She called and left a message telling me that she had some news for me and I screamed as I listened to the message because I knew what it was. I have missed her like crazy. Life is just not the same without all of my best friends in the same state. I have been blessed with the three best girl friends on the planet and I can't wait for us to all be together again. Girl I am so glad you are coming back! And just in time to see our baby girl be born. I love you girl. Hurry home!

Lately some crap has happened in our lives. It sucks and has affected a lot of people I know and love. Sometimes I get angry and wonder how this can keep going on. I am usually pretty forgiving but this has tested that. So that is what I am working on especially because they talked a lot about it in conference. I have come to realize that we need to move on and go on with our lives because that's the only way it is going to get better. We are enjoying our lives and the events coming up and I am happy for that. It is starting to feel like the crap never happened and that is one thing I am greatful for. I hate stuff like this but I have come to realize that when I am doing what I am supposed to my life will be blessed and that is all that matters. I am thankful for my great family and my great in laws.
I have realized that people are fake. They put on a face to please other people and then turn around and turn into a completley different person. I always try and be real with people and it bugs me when they do not do the same. I have been blessed to work in a school where everyone is genuine and no one is afraid to speak their minds. It makes life so much easier and I think that is why we all work so well together.
Anyway, I had to get these thoughts out. It's really just for me but read if you want.