My current thoughts.

So I am sitting in our new place folding laundry and I get to thinking (never a good thing). I usually am a big fan of change. I usually welcome it with open arms because I think it makes our lives better but this time around I am struggling. It has hit me that our lives are changing a lot in the next year and its a bit overwhelming. I am loving our new place but as we said goodbye on Tuesday after our final inspection my heart broke a little. This was the place where we spent the first two years of our marriage together. This was the place where so many friendships have been made that make me sad to think they aren't close anymore. This was our first home together. We always joked about how bad it was to live at the village but I know I will miss it. I think I will miss it mostly because we now live next to every non lds smoker in all of Utah. Not saying they won't be our friends but it is so much easier to live next to people that have your same values. Pluse we have just become really good friends with a couple that live in the village. Man we are going to miss them. Then I start to think about how I am graduating in less than seven months. School has been my life for the past 16 years, can it really almost be over. I love school and learning. I am scared to death to have a career. I am scared of what comes after graduating college. This brings me to my next thoughts of having children (no I am not announcing). EVERYONE is pregnant. Is this a sign... Who knows but there comes a time when we will have to figure out that the time is right to start our own family. YIKES! I am so excited but scared at the same time. I know this sounds selfish but I enjoy having our free time and alone time. But with graduating comes parenting. I know we will be ok when the timing is right but it still scares me half to death. Life sure does throw us some curve balls. I am for the first time in my life scared of what is to come......I am seriously struggling. As I sit here and write this tears are coming to the surface. I am happy with our lives and our everyday routines. If anyone has any suggestions on how to get through our crazy livs please help.

Proud to be a UTE!

All I can say is GO UTES! Thursdays game was one of the most exciting I have ever been too! It reminded me so much of when my highschool took state my senior year where we played on the exact same field (some of you will remember and some won't because you didn't go to my highschool)! Utah came back to win with two minutes left in the game on a field goal, thanks to our amazing kicker. Even if you aren't a U fan, you can't deny that our kicker is the best in the country! Way to go king Louie! Anyway, everyone was freaking out and crying and everyone rushed the field! It was great to be on the field to cheer on our teams much needed win. We are now ranked 6-0 with our rankings going up and our chances of going to a bowl looking really good. I think our team was nervous since Oregon State beat number one ranked USC a week ago but we came back with a 31 - 28 win. If you didn't watch the game or don't know what I am talking about, go read a newspaper or watch a sports station. And if you left the game early you missed a good game! One of my favorite quotes in the newspaper this morning is from our quarter back Brian Johnson "When I saw people leaving, I said they were going to miss a show. There was no way we were going to lose this game" Well said Brian well said! And a show it was! If you didn't see this game you missed out! It was truly amazing! Way to go UTES!! Lets keep the wins coming.